I have a prayer request and a praise. First, my prayer request b/c it jsut recently is bothering me. I've had some contradicting things occur with Jayden's father. Sometimes it gets me in the deepest rut, or gets me all worked up. That's one reason I left, I never was happy, constantly depressed, trapped, around negativity all the time, etc., etc... There's things I'm probably going to have to do to settle some problems, and I'm not looking forward to it. I'm scared. I need God's comforting love and compassion. I need to feel at ease and His strength and courage to do this.
Second, is my praise. I've really had a huge weight lifted off my chest when I left Jayden's father. Since then, I've been at peace in my mind, my soul, and my life. I've even been a better mommy to Jayden I'd have to admit, even though I'm doing this on my own. I've started going to the First United Methodist Church in H.S. (only once) and plan to go this Sun. I really want to get started & involved with the church to strengthen my relationship with God again. I've put it on the back burner for way too long. Also, I want to expose and raise Jayden in the church like I was. I'm really pleased with the church and am blessed & thankful for the opportunity to do this. I look forward to my our spiritual growths and new friendships. So my praise is for God putting this church and church family in my life, during this time of weakness and hardships I'm facing or will be facing.
I'd like to, also, ask for a prayer for this new friend I've made whom is a mommy of two children. She's going through some really tough times right now. The main and most difficult one is someone turning her into DHS for abusing her child, and the he's a 5 yr. old with a small bruise on his forhead, and no one is defending her, not even her husband of 6 yrs. In my heart, and first instincts, I feel she did not do this. So prayers for strength and if she did, prayers for her to seek help and change. Thanks Kristy